Erving & Harper Eliot

I need to bring a picture for the interview tomorrow

Wen: Oh  so it's to be able to put a face with the application when they go to evaluate them?

Me: Yeth                        
       And I thought it would be funny if I gave them a framed picture of me                        
       Or a baby pic                        
       But my frens say I'm weird

Nope

didn't go well.
I'll try again.

Back to Basics

Okay, so this hasn't been a good year.
To be honest it hasn't been any good years.
So I'm back where I started, trying to make a change in my life.
First up, no alcohol for 1 month.
Biking everywhere.
Starting to write.
Painting in paint for everYthing I d0 is sexY.
Reading more.
Well, I hope it will become better.

"But I am strong, and smart, and spunky. I can do fifteen pushups in a row. I can make my dad laugh. I can rap. And one day, I’ll be able to separate my idea of beauty from my culture’s demands for thin."

From this article by Juliana Chang

"I would rather be poor in a cottage full of books than a king without the desire to read."

- Thomas Babington Macaulay

Asian Hippie Lady

Yeth. That's what I am.

I should start a video series of vegan food - where I cook vegan food, make everything from scratch and grow my own beard and wheatgrass.

I hate it when people use the word literally the wrong way. I literally hate it (see what I did there?) Where is this trend coming from? Literacy for lyfe!

To do list

• WALK OUTSIDE
• WRITE ON PAPER

my fav marvel

Deadpool
Guardians of the Galaxy
Ant man

DC go fuck yourself

Today I emptied my inboxes on both of my email addresses. And now I'm deleting bookmarks. I feel the catharsis is going down! I'm so badass.

Happy Valentine's Day!

I started watching Hungry for Change (2012) but I got very tired after awhile because of... wait for it, my colleague said that the best thing about me is that I don't say "DON'T DO THAT" instead I count up the things you can do instead... they just rambled everything you shouldn't eat for 1h and 29min. I get it, I'm a freelanced meat eater. Instead of picking on me, suggest what you could eat to not get cancer, to feel energized, jeez. I think I should start a positive trend on the Internet. Because we all know that the Internet is filled with negativity so I wouldn't be original.

Tomorrow it's 3 weeks without sin sticks. My plan was to go on a juice cleanse after that but I think I need an Internet and computer cleanse. So solely use my computer and the internet (phone included) for business purpuses only, not time wasting purpuse.
What is business purpuses then, you might ask, you 1 reader.
Let me tell you.
I spend a lot of time infront of my computer instead of sleeping, applying for jobs, being out in the fresh air. It is time to make my life meaningful and I don't think spending time on Facebook, YouTube or watching TV-series are meaningful to a certain extent. Of course I can do it, but it shouldn't be the majority of my time.

Instead I could be outside, meeting people, meditating, painting, writing, doing anything that makes my life better.

There's not really a great ending to this post.
The End.

Tonight at 9pm it's been two weeks. Feels like a fucking lifetime.

Personal hygiene and personal

Some people might call me depressed. I'm calling it challenging.
I challenge myself to not shower for 4 days, but I did brush me teeth, to see how far along I could do it. I challenge my patience and re-arranged my furniture and interior design, again even though I was happy with it and now I'm unhappy with the final result.
I challenge my love and will most likely end all contact with my brother since he's an ass. I challenged my mood this weekend and went from crying to anger to not giving a damn.

I like

Asian Food, Minimalism & Spinning.