Sushi weekend

All I did this weekend was eating sushi.

To make each day count.

If I could chose...

...I would be an college student double majoring in psycholgy and art. I would live on campus with myy 3 besties worshiping k-pop idols, eating dumplings and ramen for breakfast.
I would save up to buy a car but use my bike to go around in the neighbourhood.

Can't I do that now?
No, because 1) I'm not American. 2) I'm hella old. 3) yes, technically I could try to do some of it. Not the campus thing, but I could start studying again, and move in with people. I already like kpop and eat ramen. But no, I wouldn't want to go back to the Uni again. I'd wish to be born again and next life I could do that. I should probably convert from atheist to hinduism.


Step 2

What to wear?
Well, I've always seen myself as a pretty androgynous slender tomboy.
The reality is another thing.
I'd like to think that I'm a petit Asian woman.
I'm not.
I guess you would call my style, preppy colours with pants.
Yes, I don't skirts. Nor heels.
I wear a lot of shirts, cardigans, pants in different colours.

But usually (when I work) I like to slack off. Because what's the point when you go to work, then you're in a suit for the next 12 hours before you go back home. You barely need to change out of your pajama pants.

Today I'm wearing my new black pants, paisley shirt and a striped sweater. I look fabulous!

Step 1

I did my make up.
Yes, ladies and gents. I usually do, but I'm always debating whether I should use more or less.
Usually the less part wins.
Today I used pouder.
It make a bit of a difference.
I got peach skin.

I feel like a little peach.
I feel great!
I'm tired of living in my dream world. Every night, every dull moment I wander off in fantasy land where I'm the person I want to be. I do stuff that I want to do. I'm living the life I want to have.
Enough of that!
From now on I will take it out to my real life. I'm tired of living in waiting for something to happen.

I just want to be happy.

Virtual Diary

Hello, lovelies.
I sat down and thought about my life. At this moment in my life I should be having the time of my life. Do I?
I don't know.
Therefore I'm going to post here daily with things that makes each day count. Yes, the Titanic line is so cheesy and corny and lame and stupid. But I can't come up with anything else less cliché, anyone?

This will be pretty hard. But I do love a challenge. and I will fail, but I'm deathly optimistic.

Grey Day


Withdrawl - I quit, sorta.

I'm giving this a try. So far so good. I haven't smoked for 4 days, going on 5.
I checked online what kind of withdrawl symntoms I would get.
Dizziness - check! Can't even lie down straight.
Constipation - nope, more like the opposite.
Fatigue - Yes. I'm very tired.
Insomnia - Yeah, kinda, but not really.
Cough - not yet.
Hunger - I guess? I'm always hungry.
Sweet tooth - hello? yes.
Irritable - a bit.
Desire to smoke - YES.
Headache - not yet.


Yeah, I'm not very active here.
Sorry about that.
But here's something that really made me laugh today.
I did some online tests about Disney, what side-kick you are and what prince is your true love.
I laughed out laugh when I read the answers to these questions if you're out swimming and meet a shark what would you do? Play dead.
Then what kind of vacation do you prefer? I hate fun.

I almost snorted. That's how funny I thought it was.


I haven't been very active here or at everythingidoissexy.
And this is for one reason, and one reason only.
I work buttloads.
Everyday I'm hustlin'.
Momma needs money.
And also, I got a lot of shifts from my boss.


just changed my language to Swedish on my phone.
what does that mean?


new diet #2

I think my new diet should be eat nothing and have more money left.
I can't afford this meat diet.
Did it make me happy?
Well, when you eat steak every day then what's there to complain about?

But I really wish to save up some money and travel more.
Go to Iceland or something.
Ireland perhaps.
I want to be with nature.
I need help.


I know it sounds lame but all I want for my birtday is to eat cake with my friends from abroad.
You always want what you can't have.
Can't you all fly in for me?


ok, seaching for the tag #ribs on tumblr surprised me indeed.
I was thinking juicy meat that will melt in your mouth.
Other people thought of skinny people.
Oh boy.

new diet

I'm doing lchf or keto.
So far so good.
I had bacon.

I miss:

  • potatoes
  • chips
  • crisps
  • marshmallows
  • ice cream
  • beer
I think I will allow myself to eat carbs once a week or so.
Perhaps twice this week.


Nostalgia day

Rewatching the Mighty Ducks Triology (don't you just love 90's 90 min films?).
After that I will start over with Dawson's Creek.
Pacey Marathon.

My biggest flaws

  • I don't remember birthdays. Friends', my family's, even my own.
  • I don't handle conflicts that well.
  • I take everything on the inside, don't really like sharing.


new old hobby -- and no, I'm not a hipster

I need so time alone with my thoughts so I've taken upp knitting.


whats the difference between the portable dorothy parker and the collected dorothy parker?

I'm trying to order some books but the titles comfuses me.
Portable, Collected, Best of, Complete etc.
Why can't they just publish one book and I can find everything there?
Oh, forget it. I will now watch a movie and eat ice cream.
Sleep, you can go and fuck yourself.
First day of the year I spend in bed.
And I can't sleep.
Not too sure if it's because I'm not tired or because I'm not used to the comfortableness that is the bed.


As I said, I had some wine

my first glass at supper around four thirty.
then my second glass at super number two at ten pm.
and now it's thirty minutes till midnight and I start to feel dizzy.
I'm drunk
let me outta here!
I want Bill Nighy's sweater pants.

Facts about me #2

I change my mind.

I changed my mind about the Shiraz.
It's good, but not very good.
I need to stop drinking wine.
Because I don't really like it that much.
I can drink 1 glass.
2 glasses of white wine if it's sweet and fruity.

I drank half a bottle of champagne at New Year's and I got a bit tipsy and I mixed it with orange pop in order to drink it all up.
Yeah, I'm an adult.
Hahaha, adult chicken.

speaking of wine...

I guess I drink wine because it restrics me.
beer just makes me go on.

Facts about me #1

I like pure shiraz.
A new year has begun.